what do you all think of cynical puppeteer? I can't think of anything else at the moment. sigh. if I can't think of anything else by tomorrow I'll stick with it.

last post for the night. maybe. I'm gonna spike my hair when I'm done but I'll just add to this if I decide to upload pics of that.





let it be known that THAT hair is LONG GONE.

and this is me now.



I'm sleep deprived. and annoyed. lol. as you can tell. so I took the pic to fit my mood lately. right now though, I feel happy since I'm talking to na-chan and omisweet06 . I took a video tour of my home too. I'll post that later though. I need to...put it on youtube or something. maybe.

so I changed my pen name to cynical puppeteer.....and i'll probably change it again. which sucks since I really want to get a new lj already. lol.

let it be known I have finished omisweet06 's (ff= onyx eyed kitten, fp= enchanted rose) giftfic. that was for her b-day. in august. be happy that it was the first giftfic I finished though! I am very fond of this chickie, one of my closest online buddies. she's awesome. love on her. she's my sadist lover. lmao. jk. we have a sadist/masochist thing going on. it's total crack. lol.

now I just have to finish up _desolation_ and _desolation_ 's writing one for me too. *___* I'm excited Bunni! -my nickname for her- very much so! XD your writing's beautiful. Beeeeeautiful!

I didn't post omisweet06 's anywhere online, we usually just give those to each other to feed our own inner fangirls. which reminds me, you still owe me a fma drabble omisweet06 ! --not that she's ever on LJ to know this. lol. oddly, I'm talking to her right now. her and junnosuke_sama . my giiiiiiiiirls. my online homies. lol.

lexiiamlegend , let me just tell you, I am having issues with the plotline so it will probably take the longest. I have no idea about the setting or the characters...well I have the guy pretty much in my head but that's like, it. hope you don't mind if he's a bit like Death, but with feelings. just a bit of a jerk. If so, I can change it.

and sparkleloli...what would you want your rating to be? K+? T? M?

ugh, i'm horribly exhausted. i've been getting 5 hours of sleep a day lately and don't get home until late. so I'm too tired to write for my stories and also write up my book reports. i should have more willpower and roll out of bed when i wake up, instead i lay there for an hour or two. my mental alarm goes off two hours before my actual physical alarm heh heh. and then don't have enough time to write in the morning and i also usually use my mornings to check shit and do this and that.

on a plus side, i got my hair cut last night. n__n and am drinking dr pepper now. anyway it's still not the haircut i want but i can't fault the person because i, again, didnt' have a picture. ink costs money that i don't have. too much man, too fucking much. next time, when i get my hair cut again probably at the end of january of the beginning of febuary, i'll have my picture. i will.

well, at least this lady got the back so i can spike it. that makes me happy. still haven't put together a new pen name....fail.....

hello all.

I'm trying really hard to think of a new pen name for myself. TT_TT and I'm totally failing. as you probably guessed, I'm sick of Bleeding White Lily. I've been that for....a year, over a year actually, and I get bored of things easily. I want to get a new lj and da probably too....and I want a cool new pen name that I can use for another few years and be known by. like how myrika is always that and then there's....master of the rebels, darkalbino, micherelene--probably spelled that wrong--and they're all cool pen names that only really one person has. cynical angels and porcelain angels are just so....not unique like that. Bleeding White Lily was though, unique enough that if you put it in google--yeah I've googled myself, curiosity--then you wouldn't get, you know, porcelain angels to buy at some online shop. lol.

so I've been putting together words and things that I really like.....

puppeteer
cross
sleep
sleeping
sun
eclipse
angel/angels
emerald
cherry blossoms
sapphire
ruby
lily
rose
blackrose
kitty
kitten
raven
pink--and any other word that means pink. anyone know another word for pink?
moon
night
knight
crescent
winter
onyx
butterfly
blue
ebony
schneewittchen
antique
antiquity
dream
dreams
dreamer
cynical
heart/hearts

there are probably more but...that's all I can think of for now. I seriously need to figure out a super fly new name. help is welcomed....

grrrr, it's so hard making a pen name. it's my least favorite thing to do, the process....ugh.

so how do you guys make your pen names? I'd kill for suggestions. XD

EDIT:

trivia about me and my past nicknames.

I have a new nickname every one to three years.

my nickname as a kid varied on my favorite anime character. Venus, Neptune, Mini Moon--from Sailor Moon or Sakura from cardcaptors--though my fav character is the M-character who liked Li and can't remember how to spell her name. Maeline, Mailin, Meline. something like that. she's not in the manga though.

my nickname that's associated to my real name, which is Ali, has been Alligator, Prince Ali--pronounced like Aladdin--and yes, prince. XD Prince Ali used to annoy me but now that song from the disney movie is so my theme song.

I had a lot of Japanese nicknames, including...

Kanoky/Kan-ohki, Neko, Koneko--which means cat, kitten--Tsubaki--camellia--Aaya--short for Ayame which means Iris--Sayuri--little lily--yuri--lily.

and now it's Lily, or Angel, for now....

there might be more...but that's all I can think of for now. XD

yes, I have AIM messenger now. Feel free to add me if you want, all I ask is that you tell me who you are.

that's not too much to ask right? I have people adding me randomly on msn and yahoo and I don't know who they are and it's awkward when I have to ask. --_--;;

my screen name is: cynicalkittens

I tried to get cynical angels or porcelain angels but they were both taken.

I broke.

I got one.

If you got one too feel free to follow me:

http://twitter.com/cynicalangels

Five days away from that hellhole. I'm very, very pleased with that. XD I plan to do a few things with my writing during break.

First thing first, I'm going to finally complete Secret Sun. Oh yeah, it'll be done before the end of this break. XD I also plan to finish Sasuke-Neko and start working on I Dare You again, as I put that on hold until my other fanfict was done. And my thanksgiving treat is I'm going to post a new story on both my fp accounts. they're being brought back from the dead. Labyrinth will be going on my porcelain angels account.

I'm also in the process of bringing back Fallen but it has changed by....fuck, a lot. It's not longer a het story, for one thing, it's a slash. The summary for it, I have it in my head as a line from Lucifer. "For love. I fell and kill for love." Simple but sweet. It'll also be the beginning of a series. The first one is like, the birth of Hades - yes, the God Hades, I'm doing my own version of his 'birth'. and yes, Hades and Lucifer are two different characters. Just imagine how that's gonna go. XD The second book will be Sophie's tale. Rather than having her fall with Lucifer I'm changing it. This will just be a simple trilogy. And remember lovelies, it's fiction, I am not doing this to spit on any religion or beliefs or whatever, I'm doing it because the ideas came to me and I want to write them out. Like mixing mythologies. I really enjoy that. XD

Well, I'm not sure when I'll post the new Fallen up, not until December for sure, but I'll be working on it this weekend.

As for Labyrinth . . . I've pretty much just said, "Fuck rewriting, I have no idea what to change so I'm just going to put it back up and finish the bitch. If any ideas for a rewrite comes I'll do it after it's done." So I already have the six chapters done but I won't post them all up at once. I'm going to do my schedule and stick to it. I'll post a new chapter for Labyrinth every Friday.

And lastly, I'm going to try my hardest to get new chapters for Angelic Voice and Game up as well. I already have them both half done I just need to finish - same with Whisper's in the Dark's next chappie. Oh yeah, and Ring Around the Roses, I have that chapter started. -looks up- Fuck I have a lot of stories. Well, I'll be done with two of them this weekend. And I still have to start writing Heaven too!

Wish me luck!

EDIT: Shit, forgot my ten facts! I'll do them next post!

I changed my pen names Bleeding White Lily pen name to cynical angels. my other two are still porcelain angels though. you can find me anywhere on the internet with those pen names. lol. anywhere where I am anyway.

10 facts about me, part three of 101 facts, starting where I left off:

21: My favorite color is pink. -looks around- in case you didn't know.

22: Despite my pen name being lily I have other favorite flowers. I also love irises, camellias, lilacs, freshias, roses, and so on. Basically I'm a flower lover. I do like white lilies but my favorite lily would probably be a tiger lily and that would be my #1 favorite flower.

23: I'm also an animal lover. My favorite branch of animals is the cat family. I actually was going to use pink kitten or something like that as a pen name, if it weren't so damn popular. XD porcelain kitten or cynical kitten or something along those lines, but decided to stick to my lily.

24: I love holiday specials.

25: Tim Burton is my favorite producer. I'll watch anything with his name attached to it.

26: I spend more time in Barnes & Noble than another other store--even the mall. If I could afford it, I'd go there to buy a new book every week...even though it take me forever and a day to get to reading it. XD

27: I love eyes. I especially love how amazing they look with eyeliner. I used to not like brown eyes but now I love them.

28: I don't like body hair. I don't find it attractive. I like smooth, soft skin. Because of this all of my female characters have shaved arms as well and even my uke boys have hairless legs, arms, pits, chest, back....I don't even mention of the seme has smooth skin though, since I don't really care.

29: I love tarrot cards. If I had money, I'd collect them and learn how to read them. I want to learn how to read them and then do a story about a fortune teller who uses them.

30: I love collecting jewelry. Necklaces is what I have the most of. I also have two chokers and am working on getting myself a collar. I've had two but I lost both. XD

So I'm gonna be writing a new boylove story when secret sun is finished, and it almost is, only four more chapters to go--soon to be three. Anyway, I'm doing one where a gay boy named Julius is caught by his parents with another boy and is thrown into something very similar to an anti-gay camp. I'm changing it to fit my writing style and I justify it by saying...it's fiction. lol. Basically, I'm sick of these cure the gay camps. Sick. And after doing some research on them, I went from feeling sick to fucking disgusted.

They pretty much throw you in a prison, except you're not even allowed visitors. You're not allowed to have any outside contact whatsoever, as if they're trying to detain you. They basically treat you as what they see you as. A desease. And this one woman who commented on an article said this:

"what the fuck is wrong with those people? god, i can't believe this continues to go on.. i remember when family members forced me into the program, it was the utmost worse experience of my life. They're abusive and and just.. wrong. Im a lesbian and was absolutely prohibited from seeing my woman till i was 18. this was when i was 15. Im now 33 and happily married to the same woman, my beautiful baby (: There is no cure, trust me. I was put through it all. "

There is no cure. That's a simple fact, damn it! all those gay camps can teach you is to better hide in the closet! Embrace your inner fairy and love whoever you feel like loving. And lust and have sex with whoever the hell you want, so long as it's not hurting someone else what the hell's the issue there?

There are so many shit things that go on with this, and the most fucked up thing is that these things are still happening and are being pretty much ignored by the majority. I never would have known half this shit if I had not looked it up.

Even people who murder gays don't believe they've done anything wrong. That they were just killing a sinner and was doing God a favor.

Words from a gay-murderer:

"Speaking to his mother from the Shasta County jail, Matthew explained his actions in this way: "I had to obey God's law rather than man's law," he said. "I didn't want to do this. I felt I was supposed to. I have followed a higher law... I just plan to defend myself from the Scriptures." "

"After Matthew Shepard was killed in 1998, a pastor in North Carolina published an open letter regarding the trial of Aaron McKinney that read: "Gays are under the death penalty. His blood is guilty before God (Lev. 20:13). If a person kills a gay, the gay's blood is upon the gay and not upon the hands of the person doing the killing. The acts of gays are so abominable to God. His Word is there and we can't change it." "
If anything's an illness, it's that. That can't be right. I refuse to believe it is! DX

Articles I read:

http://www.pridesource.com/article.html?article=14862

http://www.glamour.com/sex-love-life/2007/04/gay-therapy

http://gayrights.change.org/blog/view/the_catholic_churchs_program_to_cure_gay_people

This issue really shouldn't continue to be ignored. >.<

I'm not going to do my ten facts right now, too pissed about this to think of anything.

My story that's based off this crap will be called Heaven. A fitting title, me thinks. Julius and Michael will be the main characters for it and I'll be sure to give it a proper amount of angst.

I'm gonna go and write for Noah and Stephan now, maybe that'll cheer me up.

daybreak is frustrating me to no end. I started it...and am thinking perhaps it's time I break away from my comfort shell of the setting. you know, the high school setting. I was going to make them pass through mirrors to get into a fantasy, fairytale world but then I thought, 'why not just forget the mirrors as I already use mirrors enough, and just have the setting in this fantasy world?'

how the hell people manage to make up their own worlds is beyond me.

I'm having so many issues coming up with names and don't even get me started on how I epically fail at drawing maps. T_T any advice on this would be more than welcomed for I'm so lost not even a map or compass would save me. not that I even know how to read those right.

I even went online and tried to look for help in writing a fantasy in another world that I have to make up. oh, and that all aside, I'm connecting another story to this. love like winter. yeah. you all thought it was gone didn't ya? well it's not. this is really going to be a challenge for me. anyway, because of this I have to add my character Pain to this, who was the main character there. so this will probably end up being a multi-first person story. though the first book will most likely stick to Dawn's pov. unless I change it to third person which may be wise at this point.

and then there's game. I love writing for this. truly I do. but I'm having issues with how exactly I'm doing this world I'm creating. I mean, I know I want it to be in a seperate...universe or world or whatever, but I don't know how I'll have them come to uh, our world I suppose. do they just teleport or something? I don't know. so far I'm getting away with not getting into detail about it yet. I've already started the fourth chapter and am having fun with Lily and Jack.

anyway, fantasy genre is giving me issues. it's the hardest genre for me to write in after sci-fi, which is just impossible to me at the moment, so I have to applaud anyone who can write that.

well, off to my ten facts and then off to read and then once again attempt to draw my map.... ;^; sniff.

10 more facts about me, starting from where I left off:

11: my height is 5'2 and my weight is 110.

12: when I pass by one those tattoo/sticker machines, I want to pay that 50 cents and get one. I almost never do though, since I rarely have change on me.

13: I hate going out during winter, you don't see me outside often during that time of year unless I have to go somewhere. like school and such. though I used to love, love, love winter as a kid. who didn't?

14: I always have a bruise or two somewhere on my body, usually my legs, and I never remember how I get them.

15: I like keeping my books, the covers to my books, looking the same way as when I bought them. I don't bend the spine and will kill whoever tries to do so to my books. I always flatten it back up when I'm done reading it so the flappy cover isn't sticking up when it's set down. If someone bends one of the pages in half, I want to cry and replace it, too bad it costs money to do so so I don't. It bugs me though.

16: I don't use, or carry, a purse. I carry my things in my pockets. When I was a kid, I was a tomboy. Playing in the dirt with the boys, playing baseball, and never, ever wore a dress of my own accord. I wore a skirt once though, me and my best friend decided to both wear one to school one day. It SUCKED. I couldn't run and play without it going up. ;__; Now though, I think skirts are really cute now. dresses are pretty too.

17: When I was a kid, I used to chase rainbows, trying to find the end and the pot of gold. I was very adventerous as a child. Got me in trouble too when I wandered too far without my mom's permission.

18: I don't drink coffee or tea or those...cappachino thingys, however that's spelled. I do drink hot chocolate but that's about it. My favorite drink...a slurpie. Or slushie.

19: I never read the Harry Potter books but I love the movies. Maybe one day I'll buy them....

20: I have nothing pierced. I had my ears pierced once but I was allergic to the metal or something. It wasn't infected but it bled when I took it out and it fucking hurt. I do find lip rings, where the ring is in the center of the bottom lip, very sexy. Whether it's a silver ball or a loop. I also think belly button rings are sexy.

so, I've planned out the new and improved ending for secret sun. this ending has a bit more angst in it than the original but I like it. it has officially been one year since I posted secret sun. I have totally fallen in love with my boys and can't wait to write the finishing part yet at the same time, I'll be sad to say sayonara to them. but I might make bonus chapters, like holiday specials. since I had shown them on holidays when they were dating and such, and kind of want to show how it has changed when they're together, like living together and such. hmm, we shall see. I'll still put it under completed though, since the story itself will be completed.

two of my stories are almost complete. secret sun and sasuke-neko. really, sasuke-neko will be easily finished I just have to get off my arse and do it.

to end this, I'm doing this survey thingy that I found in a place that must not be named. ;D

101 facts about me, though I'm only going to do ten at a time--eleven for the last bit--since doing all 101 at once might be a little overwhelming. so I'll do ten/eleven for each post until I'm done. if you have anything you want to know about me now's the time to ask! I'll make it one of my facts. ;3 I'll start off with simple stuff people should already know.

10 facts from 101 about me:

1: I'm a lesbian. I came out and confirmed myself as being completely homosexual at 18, last January I believe. When I was 16 I came out as bisexual, halfway out of the closet, up until then I believed myself to be straight--even though I was having lesbian and homosexual fantasies and lusted after women and wanted to make out with my best, very female, friend. I actually used to be homophobic--I wasn't against gays, I just found it out of the norm and was afraid to be one because I was afraid of what people would think of me. Now I just say, to hell with them, my true friends will stick by me no matter. And they did. :)

2: I dye my hair black and keep it in the style where I can spike the back. One day, I plan to cosplay Uchiha Sasuke who has the same hairstyle and happens to be my #1 favorite anime/manga character.

3: I only read from the NaruSasu fandom when it comes to fanfiction, with some sprinkles of SasuNaru, yet I've written a SasuSaku and think the pairing's alright in the manga, and love on NaruSasu bromance in the manga. XD

4: When reading stories or watching anime or reading manga, I enjoy reading the guy's relationship to his brother or servant than his relationship to his girl - who I almost always find annoying. Example: I love Fushigi Yuugi, a manga by Yuu Watase, my favorite bond in this? The main male character, Uruki?, and his servant who raised him and was like an older brother to him. When that guy died, I CRIED. More than whe he was separated from his lover Takiko, who I actually like. She's a strong female character. XD We need more of those. I usually just dislike the whiney, needs someone to save her all the time female. Takiko actually fights herself. She uses a Naginata--sp? some sort of spear.

5: I love villains. Villains with fucked up, twisted, sad pasts that can make me cry. I love them. The character who can make me cry the most will be my favorite. Which is why Sasuke is my favorite. Fuck that bit with Itachi in his past and his family and just all the shit he went through...the song cry me a river will be playing in the background I swear. lol.

6: I read and love on boy-love more than boy-girl love and rarely read girl-love simply because people suck at writing it. Though I have a few on my list that I wanna try out.

7: I'm aiming to be a novelist. Who doesn't know this? XD It's my dream, passion and goal.

8: I'm Buddhist but am very open minded when it comes to that sort of thing. A part of me thinks, sure, there can be a heaven and hell or some kind of afterlife. Another part says, that's stupid, a fairytale. I do however, get extremely annoyed with those christains and catholics who keep trying to force their religion on me and telling me I need to accept Jesus as my savor and stop living my sinful gay life. Screw you. All of you! When they do this, I am both defensive and offensive. Defending myself while bringing up all the things I find wrong with that religion and how I believe it's becoming a cult. I've only been to church once and that was when was at my friend's house and her sis made us go.

9: In high school I hung out with the goths, emo-wannabes, punks and nerds. we all made one happy family. I'm still not sure which group I would have been a part of. My friends say I was a semi-gothic dork. lol! I merely say, "I'm an artist!"

10: I daydream when walking. What I daydream about varies about comedians I just recently watched and remember to shows or characters that are still fresh in my mind or even my own stories. Or sometimes...about what I'd like to say to certain people. My mind is never off. Sometimes that sucks cause it makes it so I can't sleep at night. lol. too restless!

And that's my ten for today.

Bai bai!

I'm kind of sad October's over, as it's one of my top favorite months. TT_TT The weather's going to get colder from here on out. -shivers- So not cool. I didn't do anything for Halloween due to lack of money. No pumpkin carving, no costumes, no fun. I just pretty much wrote. Well, not that writing's not fun but you know.

That NaNoWriMo sounds like so much fun! But I have to finish the stories I already have posted. Maybe I'll enter next time. When would that be anyway? Hopefully not next November! O.o

Speaking of finishing stories . . .

Secret Sun is almost finished! I just posted chapter 20 last night and I only have 7 more chapters to go. The drama shall be fun to write. XD I might write some extra or bonus chapters, for the holidays cause I just love writing holiday stuff that much and I'll be sad to say goodbye to them.. ;_; But I'll be happy to finish a story again, at long last. Though I'll probably be finishing my fanfiction Sasuke-Neko before all else. Writing that one has been a blast. I cracked myself up it was so much fun.

I only have two pending stories on my fanfiction, not including my story which is on haitus and has been for like a year. But that's on my other profile. My old, kind of abandoned one. My Bleeding White Lily one only has two though, the rest on there being one-shots. So I have two from here, Sasuke-Neko only has two more chapters to go though, well one chapter and an epilogue actually. And then I'm not sure how many chapters I Dare You will be, but not many. I'm not going to write the second chapter to that though until Sasuke-Neko's done.

I have too many stories to write in. The plot bunnies are vicious little buggers.

On my other Bleeding White Lily account, on fictionpress, I have Secret Sun, which as I said is almost done, Angelic Voice which is just revisions so I'm not really too concerned with that, and then there's Ring Around the Roses which I've been wanting to do since the summer of 2007 and can finally write. And I decided to use both the music box and the rose. I'm so clever I amaze myself. XD

Then there's my porcelain angels account.

Three pending stories on there as well. It's my lucky number it seems. If only I had one more for my fanfiction.

There's Whispers in the Dark which is maybe...60% finished. Then there's Game which isn't going to be a long story either, not over 15 chapters I'm sure. And my newest addition, Imaginary, which is probably a temporary title. Imaginary is also my very first witch story. The summary sucks but as I only have a vague idea of it so far I can't really do much about that. I'm also having a hell of a time naming my name character. I kind of want to call her Libba, short for Elizabeth, Libra, don't ask, or Grace, or just a name where I can imagine a girl with red hair and light blue eyes. Even though with Grace I imagine green eyes. T.T I'm also wondering if I should make this a het story or a femslash story. We shall see...

I really don't update my journal as often as I used to . . .

Anywho, I'm totally reading http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2140320/1/24_over_insomnia which is 24 poems written by she's not breathing or as she's probably more commonly known as, auir, who I discovered from _desolation_ as she linked me to auir's story Dark Hunter which I still haven't read but soon . . . yes, soon. It'll happen. I'm reading a shit load of stories now. Not much fictionpress but a shit load of fanfiction - I have like, two new updates to read almost every day and then there's all these offline stories I'm reading. 

On another note, I'm uberly proud of myself for secret sun's revisions. They're going so well. The feelings are deeper and I'm more in love with this version of my Stephan than the last. I love top bitch uke's, I hate the crybaby ones. That's why I both love and loath Elliot. Oh that's right, I said it. I hate that type of uke and will never, ever write another one. Although I do claim Stephan's an uke, he still does top Noah every blue moon, he just prefers to bottom. but he's still queen bitch and I love him for it. I love snarky, beautiful uke's with loud or shy seme's, though I do make the topper more . . .  muscular, I'll admit to that, but I don't really make them pretty boys, I like the catchers to be pretty boys.
 
As awesome as secret sun's revisions are going angelic voice isn't going as great. I can't get a feel for my own main characters and that's sad. Maybe in the second revisions I will. Well, I'm going to finish up this round which is mostly just editing mistakes and adding more detail and taking out cheesey crap.

Also, I'm finally working on dark genie's chapter version which will be called ring around the roses. There are a ton of differences but I'm keeping the character names Isabel and Knight simply because I love them. I'm not sure if Knight will come out of a music box like in the original version though or this black rose necklace - since my inspiration for this was brought up by my own necklace which is a black rose that dangles down to like, my belly button. I thought, 'wouldn't it be cool if a genie came out of here?'

The three wishes she uses will also be different but similar and the ending will be very different.

Well, it's 8:31AM and I'm deciding on whether I should go to school or not. My legs hurt like hell and all the work I'll do there I can do here. I really don't want to walk for like, two hours later, I walk home. Hmm . . . I'll probably go . . . or maybe not . . . oh decisions . . .

Aaah!!! I found this on my idol's journal and have to spread the joy!

Let's all hope the Respect for Marriage Act - which means the nation will have to acknowledge gay marriages on a federal level - passes! -crosses fingers-

And on an ending note . . .

Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

I got 22, I'm an uke. I knew it. We all knew it. XD

01-[x] You like to be content in everything.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.

03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.

06-[ ] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[ ] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[ ] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it (the above band).
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.

16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.

25-[x] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27-[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[x ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[x] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason.
38-[x] You usually are very positive.
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[ ] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

What’s the last thing you wrote?

Hmm, what I wrote last, and right now, is the 17th chapter to ANGELIC VOICE and working on LAND OF THE MAD, just going through the two chapters I already have done for that and then finishing up the third.

Was it any good?

I think so.

What’s the first thing you wrote that you still have?

Ah shit, ummmm, I think an Inuyasha fanfiction. I never posted it though, it's in my notebook somewhere in my closet.

Write poetry?

A little bit, though I've just recently started and I'm probably not that great at it.

Angsty poetry?

Sometimes, I think.

Favourite genre of writing?

Hmmm, Supernatural, Fantasy, Family, Friendship, Horror, Horror, Horror. :) I'm loving most on the Fantasy genre at the moment though. I do write Romance a lot, but I'm uberly, UBERLY picky when reading it and it can't just be romance, it has to have the Supernatural or Fantasy genre in it too, and I like for it to focus on other relationships too. I love brotherly love the most. Brotherhood just touches me like nothing else.

Most fun character you’ve ever created?

Uuuuh, hmmmm.....I can't choose between my Cheshire Cat and my Mad Hatter! I'll go with Mad Hatter. XD

Most annoying character you’ve ever created?

Charlotte from my DAYBREAK series. Though I love how I changed her for BLOOD LUST, how she was originally supposed to be.

Best plot you’ve ever created?

I'm thinking ANGELIC VOICE.

Coolest plot twist you’ve ever created?

Mmmm, this could be a spoiler for ANGELIC VOICE but that I ended up putting Stephen's soul in Eric's body. =p

How often do you get writer’s block?

Not very often, actually. It comes and goes and when it does come, it's only for a certain story and so when that happens I just move on to one of my other stories. :)

Write fan fiction?

I used to a lot, but now I can only manage a one-shot every now and then for my NaruSasu/SasuNaru fandom. Though I plan to write about some brotherly love between Ed and Al from FMA one day.

Do you type or write by hand?

I mostly type, but I do my notes and chapter summaries for my stories by hand.

Do you save everything you write?

Yes. though I also delete some things.

Do you ever go back to an idea after you’ve abandoned it?

Depends on how much I like the idea. But sometimes, yeah.

What’s your favourite thing you’ve written?

Hmmm, ANGELIC VOICE. Because it's my first completed original story and the one I plan to try publishing first. ;3

What’s everyone else’s favourite story that you’ve written?

I have no idea. Maybe ANGELIC VOICE since it has the most fav's.

Do you ever show people your work?

Yes. On Fictionpress and my one-shots on Fanfiction. =p I put some stuff up on my DA too.

Did you ever write a novel?

Yes! -chest puffs out with pride-

Ever written romance or angsty teen drama?

Yup. I want to write a little bit of everything, I don't want to stick to the same thing.

What’s your favourite setting for your characters?

America. Though I want to write something in Asia one day......But I'm loving on Wonderland right now and want to do more other world stories.

How many writing projects are you working on right now?

Uuummm, on Fictionpress only three - the others are in haitus until those three are done - and offline I'm writing for LAND OF THE MAD. ;3

Do you want to write for a living?

Yes, yes, YES. XD It's my dream, goal and passion!

Have you ever won an award for your writing?

Nope.

Ever written anything in script or play format?

I did one in play format when I was like, 13. I hated it. lol.

What are your five favourite words?

mischievous, devious, delusion, illusion, porcelain

Do you ever write based on yourself?

Not really. I mean I had Stephan have my flu in one chapter because I'm cruel to my characters like that but I think that's it.

What character have you created that is most like yourself?

Uuuuuh, hmmmmm, maybe...I my, I don't think I've done one that's close to myself. My writing tends to contradict me. @.@ Sometimes I ignore the issue like Erin though.

Where do you get ideas for your characters?

It varies. Sometimes they're inspired by a song, other times they come to me in a dream, other times I just come up with them as I write, which might not be such a good thing. lol!

Do you ever write based on your dreams?

Yes. KNIGHT IN BLACK ARMOR was inspired and based off a dream I had. :)

Do you favour happy endings, sad endings or cliff-hangers?

I favor bittersweet endings. But really, it depends on the story and the genre. If it's horror, sad, creepy ones, if it's fluffy romance, happy, and so on, depends what the story demands. lol!

Have you ever written based on an artwork you’ve seen?

I don't think so....but when I saw a pic of that water fairy I wanted to write about a female fairy. Oh! Wait, yes! When I saw this one fairy, with blue wings like a butterfly I was definitely inspired to write about something like that and that's where my Miss Blue Butterfly from LAND OF THE MAD came from! XD

Are you concerned with spelling and grammar as you write?

Yes!

Ever write anything in chatspeak (how r u?)

OH GOD NO!!! NOT EVEN WHEN I CHAT DO I DO THAT!!!

Entirely in L337?

.......

Was that question appalling and unwriterly?

............................T.T

Does music help you write?

DEFINITELY. I HAVE to have music playing as I write otherwise life is not cool! Either that or I have a movie playing in the background. LOL. But there's sometimes even music in there! In fact, I'm listening to music now! The soundtrack for CORPSE BRIDE. ;D

Quote something you’ve written. Whatever pops into your head.

My dear, we're all mad here.

"Your hair is like black ink, the very ink that poisons people, your skin is as white as the snow and your eyes are as frosty as ice, the very same sort of cold that sends people to their death. You suit your name, Winter my dear, you’re a killer.”

I took a quiz about what type of fairy I was and decided to share cause I love what it said! WATER, WATER, WATER!!! WATER AND WIND ARE MY FAVORITE ELEMENTS EVER!!! SCREW FIRE!!! LOL.

I've been really wanting to do something with fairies lately so then I randomly decided to take a test to see which one I was. XD and here I thought I would get like, wood or something. I've always loved water-element characters, favoring them and all that. XD Even when they're minor like the mermaid--water magic user--in Rave Master. ;.; Celia, I miss your character! you and your blue hair-ness...such an awesome and moving character.

quiz: http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/9755520/what-type-of-fairy-are-you-pretty-pictures

Water fairy..^^calm cool and collected, you are as serene as a lake but when you get mad you are like a ragining storm. Most people are suprised when they see these outbursts because they are so used to seeing your level headed calmness. Not only to your emotions mimic water, but you are also a very deep person with firm ideals. Many people say you are a bit mysterious, but nothing wrong with that ^.-

I've only lived through one, and all I can remember is drawing a lot and HOW IT BETTER BE BACK ON BEFORE THE WEEKEND CAUSE NO WAY IN HELL WAS I GOING TO MISS THAT NEW INUYASHA EPISODE!!! RAWR!!! LOL.

But...if it were to ever happen again....my laptop....I'd have that for about an hour at least, then take to writing on paper!!! >:D and take pics with my camera until that died! LOL.